Wednesday, September 29, 2004:
My bestfriend gave birth to a healthy baby boy..... she named him Anton Jeno. I haven't got the chance to talk to her and I hope I will soon! I need to ask where in the world did they get the name "Jeno"...:D ... For sure, she's gonna be convincing me to like it or I will make fun of his name forever! Just kidding! :p

It's almost October and I haven't heard any Christmas song played in the radio unless I plug my Christmas CD on my CD player...Oh..this season makes me miss the Philippines so much!..



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Tuesday, September 28, 2004:
I am upet with myself...I didn't do good with my Psych test as I expected... Oh well...good thing you can drop one test and I hope this is the ONE that I'm going to drop... :(

I checked my other e-mail and found out that I won tickets at the Exorcist the Beginning courtesy of Pinoy Exchange. Too bad I opened the email late and as if I can make it to see the movie :D

I am so bloated! I hate it! I just hope that this week will pass in a snap.

I have a crush right now... I haven't had one since errrr I don't know....it's been a while and lately I am not feeling anything like this. Anyways, he's in my Philippine History class. Yeah, he's Filipino but I doubt if he speaks Tagalog. He's name is Edgar and he really has this "clean" look. It seems like he smells so good although I wasn't able to be near him less than couple feet away. Today, he was wearing a brown shirt with "Philippine Islands" printed on it. I am glad I have my reason now to attend my boring History class! :p


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Monday, September 27, 2004:
Aaarrghh!!! I want to pull my hair!
Traffic affects my mood soooo much that it drives me crazy!

What did I do last weekend???? hmmm...
Saturday::I work from 6 to 11 AM... took an hour and a half nap...took a shower...went to the youth group at 2 PM...bounce off to Kinko's around 5:30...had no idea what to do for my handwork for my Sunday's lesson...went home around 6... got an idea at last...procrastinate for an hour cutting papers, gluing stuff, etc..snip..snip..snip...went with my parents to the Bible Study at 7:05 PM... got home around 9:30...watched "Identity"...then finally doze off!

Sunday:: Oh well, got up around 7:30 AM....bothered everyone at home by turning on the music soo LOUD!....took a shower around 8:15....got ready for church around 9:15...drove to Longs to buy some paper plates...then drove to church...went home to change around 12:45 PM....went straight to church's office for the choir practice....went to Dollar a day to rent some movies....went to Shell to put gas....nap at around 4:00 PM...drove my mom to Target and to took her grocery shopping at around 5:15 PM.... got home tired and weary around 7:30 PM....then I crammed to do my Monday's homework....

Mahn! that was one heck of a weekend!
I sometimes feel that everyone who wants to see or talk to me needs to set an appoinment...Sheesh..... I wonder when I am going to get a break?????

Anyhoo, I feel great! I am glad I am surrounded with a supportive family......

Bounce bounce bounce! freakin homework needs to be done!
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Friday, September 24, 2004:
I had my so-called "ANXIETY" attack these past few days....I haven't had this when I attended junior college but since I transferred, I've been feeling this so much pressure on my shoulders. I feel that I need to work extra hard to stay on top, it's just so competitive! and it starting to freak me out! Sheesh.. I hate this part of myself...the part where I just can't get enough. I am trying to analyze why I do feel this way.. and it's due to what happened when I was in high school. I am trying to prevent "that" thing to happen again. I am such a freak!
Oh well, we had our first test in my Personality Psychology class and I don't know how I did....I did master chapter 3 and 4 though since I love learning about Freud and his Psychonanalysis. Then earlier today in my writing class, we had out first in-class writing...this is what I hated the most because it is also a timed writing. My ideas were just all over the place and it's hard for me to put it all together under pressure. I really have to pay attention to this class so I can get over this dilemma and feel prefectly fine everytime I have this kind of test.

I've got a lot of rants so I am warning you..just click that X button on the upper right hand corner if you feel like your brain is starting to explode! :p

I am starting to hate my Philippine History Professor. It's just that he sucks teaching the class especially at 8 o'clock in the morning. All I want is to sleep and drool in his class! BTW, I need to review Philippine's history coz the lectures that we will going to have has been buried at the back of my mind a long time ago! also, I hate history classes... I suck at dates, names, and places! I also didn't know that Aguinaldo was the one who executed Bonifacio. Anybody who is willing to help me with this is very welcome...

Bummer, I gained 2 pounds since the school started!

Which one you think is better to make a research paper on...Bipolar Disease or Multiple Disorder Personality?
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Tuesday, September 21, 2004:
AWESOME!!!! AWESOME!!!! AWESOME!!!
I am talking about the Amazing Race....I gave up studying for my Psych test and watched the whole 2 hours of this reality show!.... Waahhh! I wanna go to El Nido!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, September 19, 2004:
Hello!!!! How's ur weekend?????

I spent mine yesterday at the shopping mall, University Town Center with my brother and his friend. I got a pair of Adidas Running shoes on sale for $ 29.99 then I also bought the 5 for $20 t-shirts which I'll be needing for my workouts. We had lunch/predinner snack at the Food Court and as usual, we had our all time favorite make-your-own chow mein at Great Khan's. While eating, we had so much fun making fun of the people who were ice skating at the rink. Sounds mean? Nah..we're just playing games who can spot the one we're talking about. Then came this huge middle aged guy who barely can stand with his skates which even made our tummy hurt a bit coz of the laughing we did when he fell on the floor. Sheesh, he got the guts to skate that fast in the middle of the rink!

Then we decided to head at the movie house although I was telling my brother that there's no good movie to watch and we'll just gonna waste our $7. Anyhoo, I still went to see a movie. BTW, anybody wants to watch Shark's Tale on the 1st???? Oh well, our sneaking in plan did take place, too! We bought a ticket for Mr. 3000 but the showtime will be an hour and a half more when we got in so we just decided to visit some stores nearby and do some window shopping. Oh yeah right? Talk about my brother who's so obsessive with shopping! He always have to buy something! He just spent a $100+ when we went to Footlockers and now he's spending more. I have to speak for myself, too, and trying to defend myself, I only spent 10 bucks on a Pilates ball with Denise's Pilates video.

Okay, so we watched Mr. 3000 with Bernie Mac. It's an alright movie and a funny one, too. I am so amazed to see Angela Bassett coz at her age, I can't believe that she still has this great body!.. I mean it... Mahn! her arms and her abs so incredible. I wonder how she managed to get fit like that??? Probably with the help of some anaesthesia huh? you know what I mean? :p

Then we also sneaked in in Sky Captain with Gwyneth Paltrow, Jude Law, and Angelina Jolie. An alright movie with a weird plot but I can buy it. The one person that made me finish watching this movie is Mr Sky Captain himself, Jude Law.

I like the way he looks mad and his "bad boy" expression on his face. Oh yeah, I admit that he's darn cute too!

Oh well, this entry is so long!... gotta bounce!
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Friday, September 17, 2004:
Have a nice weekend to everyone!!!!!!


I'll be spending mine studying for my Psychology midterm... and of course doing all my homeworks and stuff.... I have two invitations for tomorrow, one is from my friend's nephew's christening and the other one is from my churchmate's daughter's birthday party....I don't have any idea if I can make it to either one because I also have to go to WORK! oh well....

I scheduled an appointment to take the WPA at SDSU. I need to get 10+ so I can skip all the writing requirements...I hope to pass it...

I love my new contact lenses!

I've been missing so much movies lately...I know it sucks but I ain't got choice!...

My friend, Slen told me she'll be living on April to continue her studies in the Philippines...I wanna go with her just to visit but school's not over til the last week of May.

Okay, got to go...wanna join me? I'm gonna go at the park to jog...
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Thursday, September 16, 2004:
Last night, I went online do some shoppinng... I bought some stamps at USPS.com and then ordered contact lenses at AC.com. I went and purchased Freshlook Radiance, autumn in color....I can't wait for it to arrive and try it on....But later this afternoon when I checked our voicemail, I received a call from AC telling me that they contacted my doctor and found out that my prescription expired. Coincidentally, I scheduled an appointment for next week coz my left eye is starting to get blurry. Stupid me though coz I ordered my lenses first before going to the doctor and I might have a different prescription already.

So I called SeeKleer if I can have an appoinment today coz I badly needed new sets of contacts coz I've been wearing this last pair for 3 weeks now. After all my begging, I was able to persuade the receptionist to squeeze me in. My convincing power is still effective I can say! :p

I told the doctor what has been bothering me for this last few weeks. Sheesh..I have a new prescription! My eyes are getting worst! Also, he told me to use a different brand of contact lens which is better than my previous brand, accdg to him it's healthier for me eyes. So there went my $$$...I was saving this money so I can go shopping this coming weekend but my vision is far more important than Macy's . LOL. I'll be getting my contacts next week and my new eyeglasses, too!


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Wednesday, September 15, 2004:
Last night I watched Amazing Race....and mahn! I laughed so hard that gave me a stomachache!....The leg of the race was in the Philippines...Sheesh! I miss PI!!!!!!!!!!

SCHOOL-WORK-HOMEWORK <-------- my life this semester....ayayay!
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Tuesday, September 14, 2004:
"The more you give, the more you receive...."
My quote for the week... :)

Happy Birthday to my bestfriend, Karla!!!!! She turned 23 today....I hope to see you soon and probably spent more time together with our so called "travelling".

I received a letter from San Diego City College regarding my application on their Nursing Program. My scheduled entry date is gonna be on Fall 2007 (can you imagine how long am I going to wait????) but they also gave me #24 on the waitlist for Fall of 2006. My friend who is trying to uplift my soul, told me that if ever bunch of these admitted students will drop out by the end of this year, I might have a 50% chance of getting into the program this Spring or Fall 2005. Oh well, I'm not putting my hopes that high because I've been waiting for a year already so why bother.

Ayayay! it's been almost 3 weeks and I want the semester to end already, there's just too much essays to turn in plus research papers!
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Sunday, September 12, 2004:

We had our first practice for our upcoming Christmas Kantata...I love all the songs that we're going to sing... From an upbeat version of some Christmas songs down the the mellowest of the mellows! Aside from that, I'll be helping Ate Karren to direct a presentation from the Kidz Ministry...I missed this ministry, I remember way back in the Philippines, I am the one directing all the kids presentation at church, choreographing, custumes, and stuff like that...now, I get the chance to do it again...I'm so excited...

My lil bro's gonna be home soon! We're going to be one big happy family again after 4 years!....


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Saturday, September 11, 2004:

Let us remember the men, women and children who lost their lives; all those who sacrificed their lives; And to all the Heroes that responded to the emergency of 11 September 2001.



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I had a blast at the Sunday School Seminar at Rancho Bernardo....I learned a lot of stuff on how to be an effective teacher....It was AWESOME!

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I got pissed last night. I've been trying to call two of my friends when this freakin fone card won't connect. Then when I passed through that stupid thing, it seems like there's no signal or something that I kept on hearing "The subscriber is out of coverage area"...What the heck! Don't you just hate that?!!...I texted my friend to ask of an alternative number to reach her but it was darn too late when I got her reply.

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Weather Change...
Sheesh.. I've been hoping for it! Don't you know that this past week, we've been having heatwaves! oh yeah!, it's no lower than a 90 degree...Feels like inside the oven... okay, I'm exagerrating, but mahn! so freakin hot! For goodness sake, it's already the "BER" month and supposedly, it'll start to get cooler...

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Got to bounce, I need to buy present for my dear Izabelle because tomorrow's gonna be her birthday and christening...Later!

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Friday, September 10, 2004:
One thing I love in studying in the US...FINANCIAL AID!!!
Yeah baby, knowing that the government will help the less fortunate when in comes to studying, motivates me more to pursue my life time goals!



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Thursday, September 09, 2004:
Hey! Anybody here watches Amazing Race???? Next episode will be in the Philippines, I can't wait!

I have bunch of reading assignments to do!!! OMG! I haven't had this much so I am starting to get stressed out!
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Wednesday, September 08, 2004:
I'm back to work!
After all the "hey did you get sick?" and "how's the vacation?" welcoming from my co workers, I still do feel like crap at work... Then one of my coworkers even noted that I darn looked so tired...Do I really look that haggard today??? Well, probably yeah...Going to school 5 days a week is not my thing no more...Anyways, I still love attending the University...BTW, we had a couple of offers from sororities...I'm having second thought of joining coz most of the girls there were really "the BARBIE" kinda people...and darn, I think all of them are blondes! wearing this really sexy tops with microminis...No kidding, they are...
Heck! we, Asians we'll just form a new one with me as the leader! Alpha Phi Tungangi Sheesh, I'm kidding!

I better go, I am so darn sleepy!
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Monday, September 06, 2004:
Happy Labor Day!
It was nice waking up in the morning that is so peaceful and quiet...The streets are calm...maybe most of the people are out of town, taking long hours of sleep, or just chillin in their own houses trying to relax and enjoy this long weekend..

Yesterday, we went swimming with some of our fellow churchmates...had pizza and chicken while chillin! wow! that rhymes! hahaha...
HE was there, I was there....get the picture????
I'm not that happy though, coz somewhere at the back of my mind, was telling me "there might be something wrong".....I have no proof but I gotta do some research to know the truth...
If ever this is true, I'll be so devastated.... :(
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Saturday, September 04, 2004:
I haven't experienced to have this kind of intense admiration on someone in just a snap of fingers...I don't want to let him go out of my sight...I was mesmerized by the sound of his voice...delighted at the soft curves of his face...captivated with his lovely smile...For 20 minutes, I found myself focused on someone I don't even know...You might be screaming now telling me "Where did you see him?, who the heck is this guy?"....I heard his name was Tommy Walker, a gospel Christian artist. Our youth pastor played his DVD and it started this phenomenon...Mahn! I feel like I'm under a spell or something....He looks so angelic...Call me crazy but as I listened to my pastor's story about his visit in the Philippines and also getting to chance to meet him makes me wanna rip off my heart. As the story goes, he sounded a really nice person. On the other hand, he's married....

If only I was able to see my face that time, my eyes maybe all sparkly and shimmery!

Ohh... I don't wanna think of him no more.....

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Long weekend, baby! I have no idea what the plans are but whatever it is, it doesn't really matter...All I want to do is to play tennis.

My brother, Asher, is gonna be home soon...After he re-enlisted to the Navy, he decided to move here in San Diego..actually, this is just gonna be his home base coz what he wants is to board a ship and go somewhere...I told him to choose Italy so I can ask him to buy stuff for me! hahaha! or maybe I can go and visit him.

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By the way, I think HE passed the interview last Friday...
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Friday, September 03, 2004:
I was at Bally's earlier this afternoon and I was informed while watching the TV that Former US President, Bill Clinton will undergo bypass surgery in New York...For more info click here .


I'll post more later...
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Thursday, September 02, 2004:



Meet my Boyfriend....Hahaha! I know for sure, Fides Andeng will protest against it!



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I've switched classes.....I dropped my International Health, Monday/Wednesday to Tuesday/Thursday from 12:30 PM to 1:45 PM and this because my friend keeps on bugging me to drop it....I was persuaded because this new professor's sylabbus seems easier than my previous one which she requires 4 papers, one midterm, one final, and an oral report...So I said "YES" right away when my friend told me that there's gonna be only two tests...a midterm and a final....And besides, this new class is like my Psychology class, a big class in which I believe that the professor will have no time to check on everybody unlike the first class I registered...
I am enjoying my huge classes now because I think these are all gonna be my easiest....We'll see...

Got a call from "SOMEONE" earlier today...After saying his "HI's and I MISS YOU's", he then told me a very SHOCKING NEWS....Yep...It made me a little bit scared...He said he's going to have his interview today for a US VISA....I know he did said to me the last time we saw each other that he's gonna follow but I didn't take that seriously coz I think that's going to be impossible....OMG! I am scared that he might just show up and start knocking on our door....You might ask, what am I afraid of? It's just that HE won't give up you know....It's been years and he can't let go...I told him several times that "IT" won't work coz I feel no sparks no more...Am I gonna hurt him again???? I don't wanna do that...I am so lucky because I don't think I can find someone who'll love me like he does (Oh God, I hope not!)...it's just that, things are not the way they used to be....It's ALL gone! GONE...GONE...GONE!!!! *sigh* I don't wanna wish that probably he's not gonna pass it, that's just so mean to say and selfish, too...I'll just wish him all the best and nothing more....

I hate this entry!
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Wednesday, September 01, 2004:
After waiting for my dentist for God knows how long, I went straight to the bank then to Target... bought several things like hard candies, car freshener, tennis balls, and "kikay" stuff....

I've been logging in the internet several times a day because I always have to check on SDSU's BLACKBOARD. Oh my goodness, my international health professor keeps on posting her lectures and guess how many pages are in there in one lecture????? 15 pages! heck yah! 15 pages! I wonder how many cartridges am I going to waste this semester...

Another thing I noticed at SDSU besides that most students were Caucasians, was that most women also wear skimpy clothes...My friend and I were talking about it because everybody seems to wear micro mini skirts with matching skimpy tops... belly button exposed and you know what else...if you get what I mean...It doesn't matter what body type they're categorized to..still...you feel like you're in a beach or swimming pool... I wonder if there's a dress code in that school? I have nothing against it...my point is there are certain times that it's not appropriate...OMG, Am I getting old???? hahahaha.... I am starting to sound like my mom...hahahaha...Speaking of my mom, I've always been wearing low waist pants, but everytime she notices me, she keeps on telling me to pull it up....Talk about fashion sense...for you girls out there, I've got a question, do you sometimes tend to wear these (low waist) pants and doesn't care if your undies show when you bend over or lean forward? Oh cmon! showing off you wear some sort of special underwear....hahaha! Or is this just here in California???? I remember one of my classmates before, OMG, she got different styles of thongs!!! and she also keeps on leaning forward. My male classmates are trying to come in early just to know where she sits and then they're going to sit right behind her...it was so ridiculous but funny too!

Enough of my nonsense crap... I have nothing to post so...blah blah blah...

Goodnight!

PS... feels good when you get compliment...got one this afternoon from my dentist.. :)
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Just came home from school....I'll be on my way to the dentist later....
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